This was part contemplation on mindfulness, part reflection on Florence. It also is another reason I love SOFLETE.com. I asked for donations. Done. I asked them to hurry up and get this up for people to read. Done.
I wrote this for Marineultrarunners.com and SOFLETE.com re-published it as “Failing Forward” which cemented my relationship with them and gave me an audience that inspires me to actually write regularly. I owe them both a debt.
This was about the hardest essay I’ve written. It stemmed from a conversation I had with a friend about figuring out who you really are and then being comfortable being that person. That friend named this one. I like his better than my own more prosaic title.
Inspired by a friend, I wrote this one day when I was angry and sent it to the webmaster of MarineUltrarunners.com, a particularly specific site for Marines who run ultra-marathons. It got shared on Soflete.com. Then it got picked up by a Doctrineman, a military issues focused Facebook Page. Then it got published at Goodmenproject.com. That all got it spread around a fair bit and MURCA’s website got about 12,000% more traffic than normal for a couple of days.
I wrote this for the New York Times Magazine At War page. It was a great, and educational, experience. I got to work with professional editors and correspondents and I learned a lot.
In this paper examining US efforts in El Salvador, Colombia, and Vietnam I tried to distill lessons for military advisers working with foreign militaries. I earned a runner-up cash award in the 2017 Small Wars Journal/Military Writer’s Guild Essay Contest. SWJ changed the title on me, so I stuck it back in here.
Some of my writing has been academic. This paper comparing notions of Just War Theory to fundamentalist ideology as a means of de-legimitizing it earned an honorable mention in the 2017 Strategy Bridge Writing Contest.
I wanted to call this “Earl’s Last Gift” but the Editors at G&G Suggested “Four Star Canine” and it was hard to disagree. This essay was one of the “20 Most Read On-Line Articles for Garden and Gun in 2019”. Earl was more than a dog to me, he was friend, family, and a mirror that reflected the best of all of us. I miss him every day. A desire to see Earl memorialized in G&G is what really got me started me down the writing path, which is just another thing for which I owe him. Sleep well, sweet prince.